Opblaasbare lippen

I bought these inflatable lips. They are made of shiny and soft plastic. They are big, enough so that while I put my penis on it, I can kiss it and lick it. I usually keep it inflated in my house, and sometimes while I make love to it I talk to it. The shape of it allows to do many sexual positions, and now I also tried to use it as a swimming ring, to put it on my hip. I also fold it in half and stand on top of it. I pass my tongue, I really like that or sink my head on it. I have kept it inflated because I remember him and I have so much desire to make love to him, that I cannot bear to inflate it. I need to penetrate it now.