雇用事務所からのメール。旦那はやっと仕事に行かなくちゃ

I can't take it anymore! My husband has been unemployed for few and isn't even trying to find a new job. Every week we get a new letter from the Jobcenter telling us that his citizen's allowance is being cut. Watching TV, and just hanging around are so annoying that I don't want to pay for it any more. I can't work that much overtime to cover it for another few years. The only advantage is that he lets me meet other men and I'm sure he knows that I let him fuck me from time to time. Yes, I can do what I want with other men as long as he doesn't have to go to work. Can you even talk about love? Does he not care about me at all? On the other hand, I ask myself: will I ever find another man like him who allows me to fuck whoever I want? The problem is that we can no longer afford the rent without his citizen's allowance, so I've "taken his job search into my own hands". I've done everything I can to get him this new job!