恥ずかしいです!

As a nun, I'm supposed to live in chastity! I should serve my Lord! Oh, God damn it! Tonight I serve myself and my lust! For a week now my pussy's been leaking! When I look at the other nuns in the convent I imagine their lingerie, how I lick and finger them. Now it's my turn but unfortunately I have no dildo like normal women available but I have my candles. So little by little I put more and more candles in my cunt but how many will fit in there?