Panty jeans wetting shower orgasm

I go to sit on the toilet, leaving my panties and jeans on. I tell you how turned on I get when I'm so desperate to pee, feeling my bladder bulging, wondering how long I can hold it in for until i burst, and then pissing myself, feeling that relief, the piss trickling into my panties and jeans, that hot piss pressed against me as my jeans and panties absorb it. So instead of taking my jeans and panties off I begin peeing fully clothed, before standing up and letting it all flow it, creating a huge wet patch, I am so fucking turned on now, I keep telling you everything I love about it as I show off all the wetness. Now I best wash off so get in the shower fully clothed, getting soaked and lathering myself up, I cant help but rub my pussy through my soaking wet panties until I orgasm. I then take off my wet clothes but leave on the panties for the rest of the day.