My first enema experience - one serious toilet trip

This is my first complete enema experience, nothing left out. I'm excited yet nervous. This is the most constipated I've been. I am on all fours penetrating my ass with the enema bottle tip. A coolness rushes into my bowels. Ahhh feels nice. Relaxing. My pleasure soon turns into feelings of urgency! Uh oh, no no not yet. Hold it! I feel warm waves of intensity, then discomfort. I clench tightly. It gets so strong. My ass is going to explode! I can't hold it. I experience discomfort, arousal, urgency, anxiety & excitement. I sit on the toilet. My enema adventure continues. I never pushed the way I pushed today. So much brown! So big & thick. It keeps coming. Stinks so bad! So many farts. A solid 10 minutes of #2. My ass gets ripped! Just when I think it's over, AGAIN. My asshole is inside out. I talk about what I'm feeling throughout. Smells, thoughts, etc. I shake & sweat. Now I have a hemorrhoid. I look in the toilet. OMG. This is one toilet trip I'll never forget.